This entire horrific set up was painfully
discerning. Granted, only after she had
consensually opened the ‘door’ through sexual sin did this evil force show
intent of lien. Demonic forces had entered
in to set up house, building foundational walls for its strongholds. There was nothing she could physically do
about it. First natural, then
spiritual. What appears on the surface
subsists in duality—always. It was a
spiritual matter that needed to be dealt with as such. But she hadn’t been to church in so
long. Or prayed. Or read her Bible. She had no weapons and her spirit was on life
support. Even so, she continued to
dispute, refusing her fate (that is, his fate for her).
In
the end, Satan still needed for her to agree as to the terms. Again, faith comes into play and is
subjugated by our agreement with the devil.
The Bible states in Matthew 18:19 “Again I say to you that if two of you
agree on earth concerning anything…it will be done.” Now please understand that Satan has always
taken scripture out of context. Especially
when people don’t know the truth. He is
aware that God’s Word is not “void.”
Notwithstanding, it can profit in anything it is applied to (evil acts
included). That is why the Bible also
talks about “life and death are in the power of the tongue.” Satan knows these scriptures and how to
misapply them. But do we know scripture,
and are we fit to wield them effectively?
Because she couldn’t see the truth for
the lies, after three years, lies became increasingly more believable to
her. Even though the thought of it made
her nauseous and she never saw herself yielding, she finally considered that
maybe she was. Saying the word or
thinking it was the most painfully difficult acknowledgment ever—Lesbian.
b
Examining
further. We should get a sense of what
lead up to this young woman’s acquiescence, but what of the aftermath? What did
a typical day consist of? How did she manage this mantra of inflamed
emotions?
Well,
life was hellish for her. It was as
noisome and migrainous as pelts of light flickering directly into the eyes,
nonstop! She still had to get up and go
to work. She still had to go grocery
shopping. Still dutifully paid
bills. Still cooked and cleaned her apartment. Washed loads of laundry as needed. She had no choice but to begrudgingly go
about her routine of living although she would rather not go out at all. And if it was not a necessity to do any
errands, she avoided all contact with people.
Especially women. She experienced
overstated paranoia whenever in their presence.
She feared being induced. Unrealistically figuring that if she could
avoid contact with the other half of the general population that this action
would hasten an escape from the set up mapped out against her. Acting as CHIEF STEWARD IN CHARGE OF REJECTION, rejecting
herself before anyone else could.
In the meantime, that self-same boyfriend
alluded to earlier did not have a clue as to the questionings going on inside
of her. After dating awhile, she tried severally
to set him free from wasting his time with the likes of her. She had developed a reclusive heart toward
him or anyone else regarding this latest secrecy.
Blindsided, and in deep depression, humiliation
roamed about in ghostlike fashion. It
did not register in her mind to seek any help or answers. In this society, with all of its prejudices,
no help or answers would be forthcoming any time soon. She had rather bear it in silence; thinking,
the curtains would eventually fall on this awful, cinematic scene. Howbeit, that eventuality never came
about. The enemy of her soul did not
grow the least weary with devouring her up like a dog gnawing away at a
decrepit chew toy. She must come to
terms with the fact that there would be no letting up. The trampling that she endured for three
vigorous years had entered its fourth.
During this time, fears had magnified,
with each social networking attempt ending in apparent failure. Everywhere, in every venue, ostracized. Unabashed lips, whispering rumors, did not
cease. Scornful looks in the eyes of
every person she made contact with (including family and acquaintances). Satan’s mass manipulation of people, counting
on their prejudices and ill acceptance of all others, would aid in cornering a
quailed submission to his will.
The simplest of tasks set off panic
within. She was anxious, for
nothing. She had always been an
introvert in the first place but now her ability to function in society had become
extremely altered. Proclivities to
hideaway increased as daily life went from worse to unbearable, assuming people
concluded the worst about her. Unable to
see anything else except what was revealed to their prejudiced mindset.
Her value as a person was exceptionally
diminished. And no matter what her
obvious talent, skill-set at work, spiritual gifts, loyalty within the family—she
received a virtual stoning by all.
Relentless treatment (mistreatment) like this caused an escalation of
withdrawal from the world. Despondency,
consequently, exiled this captive soul from society, at large. Banished to live (exist) alone, on a virtual
island.
~What? ~
Mentally
tormented, this poor woman cried out from the depths of her soul. Every day. Cowering spiritually. Feeble.
Putting up no resistance. Literally
crouched in the corner of her sofa, wishing it would be quiet within (and
without). If just for a little while. These
horrid days perpetuated some of her very
weakest points of resistance—No one can be more vulnerable than a person
crouched in a fetal position! On a couch!
This was a typical day under
Satan’s watch, though she was yet unyielding in her heart to simply accept this
scenario for her life.
This
was that point of conclusion in which she acquiesced for the first time in her
heart that she must be a “dyke” just like he said. This is when that nauseous feeling stirred in
the pit of her soul. Coerced to cry UNCLE. Strong-armed,
wrestled. Did not want to, but did. As a
result, Satan wins this round. No time
to stop now.
b
He is feeling victoriously pumped about this turn of events. He does not want to waste a moment getting
her to act out these lies that have been conceived. Remember, it takes two to conceive, to agree.
Conception had occurred in the mind and heart. Now there would need to be a birth of his
ideas (his lies). There was not a moment
to lose, he gathered. The fact that she
had believed his lie empowered him more. Thinking in grandeur fashion, Satan is
talking to himself, talking about himself,
“She did
it!”
“I did
it!”
“She
agreed with me!”
“Praise…uhhh…me!”
Emboldened to go forth in his
efforts. Satan recognizes her infantile,
fragile state as the perfect opportunity to materialize his designs meant to
disgrace her life. Both mind and soul were
like putty in his hands. This was the
ideal condition in which to magnify his purposes.
And let’s not forget faith. Her faith had played a major role in getting
her here to this point. And
guess what follows faith? That’s
right, works (actions) follow faith. You
will find written in James 2:20, “But do you know, O foolish man, that Faith
without works is dead?” Satan knows this
to be the next viable step on the agenda. To be impregnated with untruth meant
nothing. She must give birth!
